To: God Ptiii

GOD ptiii

https://youtu.be/T62Ch5sKWv4?si=jc1TWm-hT8NRK4Pb


(After first line over first verse)

I can cry in 29 minutes I keep staring at the clock
This feeling that I want to leave like their whisper won’t stop
I have to count every second to the minute of the hour
I don’t trust a thing - not even a single dead flower
I wish I knew then but I figured it out now
Only thing I’m wondering is how
Got in trouble for a nip my step dad found in MY car
Tired of still being 16 at 46 wtf is all that for?
I just wanna blast that trigger until the whole game flips
And idky but hip hop pumps my blood
I guess cause that’s where my angel sits
An hour ago I was suicidal again now I’m strong like a flash flood and only need a true friend
You will regret dragging my name thru the mud
They lying!
Getting so angry inside, like an angry beyond comprehension
Thinking of them bitches and what they did and what they “forgot” to mention
Another Dimension…
My bf isn’t allowed in my house no more
I’m the only one that cared about that,
He cared more about seeing a whore
Starting to realize we never gonna be back to where we were
And all that other shit I comprehend too late
Feelings these days are just a blur
And after all this… I’m just starting to hate
Go on… while they debate

(Over second verse)

16 minutes left and I can run and cry
Or 16 minutes left I can find an alibi
You’re supposed to get what you give but that’s not true
I never was a hater or wished anything I wouldn’t want for me for you
Evil wins - that entire side will f you up
We switching now… you down, we prenup
9 minutes… it really is that hard
“Mentally, emotionally, and physically scarred”
Run to 50
LMAO bitch got it buried in her yard
At least she used to
Of course plus 2 more minutes away - we staying late tonight
Fine and ok
Any other day we would be dismissed by now
But they make it that much harder like wow
I don’t even know who I even offended or how
Get them out of my flesh - it’s so gross
Still waiting for the anniversary to ether so we can finally toast
Even though we lost the most
Yo we got our ass kicked and I’m just waiting to see who boast
Bet you they put in on high post
But what about the vulture the one I can’t stand his touch
He know that though and won’t leave me alone or give me as much
Pretending to be him? That’s a little more than a crush

(After the pause)

My death? Well… that depends on tu
Either way I’m a be forever young
Remember that when the nursing home putting depends on you
I drink to cry now I know why
Got a heart of steel but hate that war keep passing me by
Face up - you either tell the truth or you lie
But you ain’t facing shit without a disguise
A coward dog, you are a coward
A piece of shit surrounded by flies how are you the plug?
Can’t wait to see that mug - shot

Cut my ties
Love you Guys 🖤

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