~Deacon~
I have been forsaken, forgotten, forged rotten
form plotted on a backdrop of problems, born in lava
forced to hotbox in a sod lot of corporate toxins
fertilized, a cubicle monster who scorns the job hunt
unable to conform to the normal poverty product
inside the swarms of cotton balls and flavored novelty condoms
GOT LUCK? well it's framed in a chance microcosm
with a fancy lightbulb but the wrong wattage outlet
but songs properly grounded stalled dodging the mountains
called the obstacles boundaries, walls solidly mounted
half full sovereignty's drowning while the sloth’s bottom feed
on popular weeds that you gotta be down with..
bought an ounce of crowd respect, please, and got caught
bouncing the soundcheck, a coward to success
desperate, but never severing my agenda grips
I stand for something, swimming with the fish with cemented limbs
driving bliss with snow chains heading to emerald slicks,
but grinding wheels chip the paint on yellow bricks
passenger grandeur mirage left me abandoned by my fellowships
deserted, but probably deserved by a general pessimist
my middle class gimmick flashes as the mockery thickens
retirement based on gameshows sweepstakes and lottery tickets
who wants to be a millionaire, it would be nice, but i just want to
make sure all my bills are paid, without having to kill to get it
~Content~
I dont think im really too sane with all these rhymes
in my brain since every cells currently employed
to writers workshops....
My cerebrals deeper than a jeep full of people hoppin
out their veichle to take on parts in something evil
Now you cant deny the moods this musics
spinninn off does the mighty band continue
marchin on once the grip is lost or fizzle
off if the shows not over......
Come on now..these are the times to make
your moments from minutes like the times
when nothing mattered and you just didnt
listen wish you could clone em im talkin
life dog get persistent..
Keep your head above the water while you
swim with the fishes...I live on throughout
my father even though he doesn't want
me botherin him....
Its mutual and nowadays I still happen to
love from a distance and I know hed be
happy to see me with a degree in CP or
business...college shit...
Fuck keepin it real I only keep it me and talk
what I lived with while most of yall remain
fake like silicon and collagen.....
So this is my life you can take it for what it is or
call it shit..Ive done some things wrong and some
things right and im still not my name at the
moment cause im not content.....
Girls do claim they love me but it seems that
we're not right for eachother cause the funds
wouldnt cover all the fun she would cover just
fuckin me over so im like aight peace..
And my mind can stand its ground ill never run
for cover from the finest chick around some just
might think it does it dosent
So its just another one night stand see you when
I see you after the sneak preview lifes gotta be
more than just this..now I know whats gonna
come my way if I ever get rich...
Ive made agreements that are saying that I cant
record so I write like its my last day close to twenty
four seven so I can get at least three mics laugh it up
and then shit on the source and my agreement really
has nothing to do at all with this music.....
Sometimes its just not as important living now with all
this confusion fuck illusions and false image individuals
its like im only taking views of the scenes when they're
scenic to script my subliminals ive seen that I cant end
this rhyme so ima close eyes for four for work then rise
up like a phoenix.