Sitting here listening to them talking about you
They say your name but I don’t know if it’s true
Cursed since birth, long before these bitches got at me
But they didn’t have to make it worse but I guess that’s just how it be
And fine - I can no longer keep real between me and you ... but
They tell me anything and expect I believe it to be true
That’s how it used to be cause they ain’t have a reason to lie to me
Im just not built like that and wasn’t prepared for the betrayal I’d see
And my ex told me my tounge used to be ruthless but I had every right to think that I’m better
But that’s not how it was or how I felt just telling the one that shouldn’t have let her
Later seeing him, reading his book and when writing by hand he doodle just like me
Now it’s over 4 years running just praying to be free
It’s crazy how your soul and your mind can be so seperate
I can’t believe they sit here and really think I’m the one that was desperate
It’s hard to be a girl one of the only on the fields
And I can’t respect the ones that pretend and just rep but don’t even know how it feels
It wasn’t I was scared I just disagreed and hate what evil do
But they knew that and just another and in the master plan with time past due
My heart growls to remind me
Water drops splash I wonder how you can’t find me
And that’s all I have to say for now
But ain’t no way ever to people like them can even you force me to bow
Just how?
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