A Disciple's Thread

[Candy]

go into their office

otherwise thers help cnter that give you a translator fro mental health section, and they do all paper work

[NoNun2]

I’ll go to a lawyers office so they see I can still function normal and not lying… I’m just scared that since the psychs purge files every 7 years that they’re out of statutes my first malpractice was in 2010… maybe 91

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I report it to the police with cuts and bruises and dna and they just don’t even check and throw me in psych

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My hometown police investigated but that’s the only one that did

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And I had it wrong so it’s going to be really hard to prove I think

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I still have an unpaid parking ticket from the night of the attack and there is no statutes in South Carolina on sex crimes so I MAY have a shot of getting us (mentally ill) justice

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I thought I was a vampire some how and that’s why I was bleeding black… wonder where that came from?!?????

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Some of them are sicker then we are…

[NoNun2]

Our anniversary is 6/30 I think

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Loved it too… death row… they were hard on me but kept me my best

[NoNun2]

Don’t make me cry I’m already emotional

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I miss my dad so much… he’s the only one who knew how to fix me

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I’m a go on vacation tomorrow and finally wear that bikini from 3 years ago

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I need some healing time

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If I don’t eat it we all go down… I’ll take that too… FUCK YOU

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My mom technically

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Who made less than her… bitch make a thousand a week no car rent $400 and the it out lies she racked in my name for like $5k somewhere the fuck her money go… why my mom for to pay it?

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Dumb ass bitch and once again I can’t do shit about it

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I can’t stand spoiled privy bitches for real… even if they are black

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You see where we live right?

[NoNun2]

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I can’t even comprehend speaking to him right now

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I don’t want my daughter to be a soldier… I want her safe and happy

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I got accepted into the centre but u didn’t get a scholarship and the aaawrs were frozen and my parents couldn’t afford it

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Assets were frozen*

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I don’t want to dance anymore anyway since tripping in inpatient

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Honestly… it was the scariest movie I ever saw

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Now I know why

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Yeah I bought them toe shoes but it hurt too much to go up… I’m a practice though maybe

[NoNun2]

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I have a daughter not son

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Nah like I saw I just post that… I don’t like them pre stepping me… it keeps me in some hell

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How do I cash out… like runners Rick Ross ie book bag… do I ever get paid? Or was it all for the stories?

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All I ever do is feel stupid… I’m good… I’m used to it

[NoNun2]

Fuck it all pac.. idc I just don’t want to stop talking to you

[NoNun2]

Soldiers, that is what we are – who cares if they say we live our lives behind bars
Something unattainable can be obtained, for our seeds to be maintained
We give our lives too, and don’t judge a name of a man you never met
And in your heart, you feel the beat, a reminder to never forget
The double edged sword of master trickery – who can be him… You, me, or he?
To those who have fallen we tip our bottles in homage, a last piece of bread,
For an offering, a reminder on their grave stones instead.
We recognize eyes to distinguish our alibis
And we will tell lies if it confuse them with the truth
Tattooed and scarred - reminders of our troubled youth
We whisper in the whims of the night to each other
And no matter what - we stand brother to brother
We mastermind in dreams and send a glitter through the eye
While those un-afflicted sit back and judge us on why
Chained to a destiny with no way out but death
Loyalty sealed with confirmation of last breath
Adrenaline that runs so deep, sometimes for 24 hours
With appetites for destruction that slowly devours
In us, we never cower… true to thy selves we behold the ultimate power
The Vikings, they call it Valhalla, at the table where the Judaists break challah
It is a place where we are freed from persecution of who we are to be
Rewarded, cause in ourselves we stayed true… the ultimate test of loyalty.

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It’s hard being a soldier when they diss you for fighting like a boy

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They ran my brother out of state when I was 15 - he made damn sure he taught me how to fight first though