Damn bro, depression violently sucks,
I’ve had it in the past, obvs incited with drugs,
There’s one thing I tell myself when I’m in a rut & feel like giving up,
We’re humans, there’s 8 billion & rising of us,
And 99.9% don’t give the slightest of fucks,
We experience the illusion of free thought in the actions,
When performing a task but we’re walking a path of cause n reaction,
We are a sniper round mid-air, waves born of a claxon,
So don’t give a fuck either, everything’s already happened,
Before we get caught up in spiralling darkness,
Lighter subject now, like work with fire retardants,
So much liquidity fear is striking the heart of those conspiring arson,
I could organise a department to supply it in cartons to rehydrate Saharans,
I’m too old for student nights at the bar n too young for bingo & admiring gardens,
Busy life is a farce n means I gotta choose single over a queen like tiny apartments